Resoultions: Chapter 6 By Tokimaru tokimaru@excite.com http://www.geocities.com/Tokyo/Harbor/6466/rk.html "He has a thin face like a grasshoper." Sano indicated on his own face with his hands. "And his hair is in strands like antenna." More hand gestures illustrated the point. He put two fingers to the corners of his eyes and pulled, "His eyes are like this and they stare right through you like amber ice." He smiled engagingly the waitress who's hand covered her mouth in a vain attempt to hold back her undignified laughter. "How was that?" "I know perfectly who you mean, sir," she assured him with a smile which threatened to dissolve into giggles at any moment. "He's right this way, if you'll just follow me?" The young beauty turned her back with a smooth, subtle sway of the hips that seconded the arch invitation that gleamed from under lowered lashes as she glided forward. "Arigatou!" Sano knew a sudden temptation to whistle nonchalantly as he was guided towards a secluded little alcove in a corner of the dining area. With each step through the room he could see the slight turning of heads out of the corner of his eyes, and almost feel the curious stares covertly examine his every aspect, like inspecting a new commodity in a slave market. In response he raised his chin a little and let the gentle light of the room warm the smooth curves of cheeks and the slender arch of his neck, burnishing his black hair glossy and infinitely touchable. The intimate ambience of the room, his altered appearance and an acute awareness of the curious, admiring smiles and glances of his fellow guests somehow rushed to his head, drugging and potent. With each step across the room he felt a peculiar, budding desire to flaunt the seductive power of his lissome body, a desire that was stroked to life with each swish of silken material against his skin. The young guide paused beside a niche in the room then bowed in a manner which allowed room for Sano to move past her. Saitou Hajime was sitting calmly at the other side of the low table, his lowered eyes contemplating the hot tea he was pouring into a small cup. Sano was conscious of a sudden, breathless fluttering deep in his belly, and a strange delight born of being thoroughly comfortable in his own skin. He knelt gracefully into place on the flat cushion opposite his companion and when their eyes met, he smiled in a way a stranger might have. "Sorry to keep you waiting", the gracious words and polite speech were as unlike to Sanosuke as the gentled voice and demure pose. Saitou's eyes glanced up once more from his task, his hands checking for the briefest of moments before they resumed their activities unhurried and practical. "Sake?" Sano nodded assent, the sense of unreality deepening. The Wolf of Mibu had easily slipped into his public persona; polite, conventional, soft speech like a fuzzy blanket covering the sharpness within. "I will return in a moment for your order." The waitress bowed again, her polished voice a pleasant murmur. Sano never noticed her departure, for his eyes had caught on the gloveless hands that manipulated the flagon of wine. Long, supple fingers. For the briefest of moments while Saitou's concentration was focused downwards, Sano tentatively indulged his fledgling passion by admiring the man who sat opposite him. The soft blue-grey kimono and darker hakama were comparable to the clothes many of the other patrons wore, but this only served to highlight the sharp, unique individual beneath it. From underneath his lashes Sano covertly admired the harsh planes of the wolf's face, ungentled by the soft material and gracious light, yet even so, made more attractive. It could not help but forcibly strike the young man that this, perhaps, was close to what Mibu's Wolf used to look like back in the Bakumatsu era. The Saitou of the past held an irresistible fascination for him - the knowledge that underneath the present day policeman, lay the shadow of the captain of the famous Shinsengumi swordsmen filled him with a wistfulness that he most often preferred not to acknowledge. He would never be able to see what Saitou had been like in those revolutionary days, when he had been in, perhaps, his element. He would never be able to know the things he had done, the battles he had fought or the commands he had given. Again Sano was consumed with a hungry curiosity to know what he had been like as a captain, how he had fought, how he had regarded his colleagues and enemies, how he'd been regarded in turn. With these thoughts a sudden, sharp pang of regret shook him, bitter with the understanding that all of it was completely beyond his reach to touch. But come to think of it, wasn't his presence here now a powerful consolation? For the events of the past had shaped the man who sat before him and set him apart from others like a polished blade next to a lump of metal ore. And that man as he was now held every quality he possessed in the past and could be touched. The thought made his breath catch in his throat. Sano quickly drained his cup of sake and helped himself to another. "This is a nice place. How did you know about it?" "This inn has been established for a long time, and was known to select members of the Shinsengumi. I haven't been here for a long time." Saitou paused for a moment, then passed him a menu. "Choose what you want for dinner." Sanosuke glanced through it curiously, wincing at the vast array of decorative kanji that graced the menu pages in delicate calligraphy, and prayed he would find something he recognised. He wanted desperately to be equal to the occasion, so there was no way he could ask for help. After he had quickly settled on what appeared to be a simple eel and vegetable dish, he let his eyes roam around the dining area once again as he downed his wine. All around him he could hear the subdued murmur of conversation and discreet strains of music that complimented yet never overwhelmed the low voices. His gaze suddenly collided with one of the guests at a nearby table, and he realised with a start that he was being quite frankly ogled by a pair of warm brown eyes in a weary noble face. The young brawler, so used to eyes that slid disdainfully past his wild figure, felt the first stirring of a languorous satisfaction heat his blood. The sensation of being so blatantly admired was pleasingly novel, and a spur to his current mood. Could it be that he thinks I'm attractive? Such a thought he had never much bothered to entertain before, but tonight he had reason to wonder. Then, if this man is interested, then could I possibly have a chance with... By association of ideas, his eyes trailed a flickering path to the man opposite, awaiting a response with his usual sardonic smile. It was utterly impossible. It was also an extremely daring challenge, with more to win or lose than any ordinary fight - but the reward... kami-sama, it made every risk worth it. Saitou's arched eyebrow mocked his slow reply. "Decided yet?" An apt question, for which there was only one answer to a youth of Sano's temperament. Having at last silently accepted his desires, Sano turned his wine cup in his hands, a little uncertain of how to proceed. In such an unfamiliar environment it would be easy to put his foot wrong, to be gauche or, worse, to be fake, yet he wanted something more from this night than usual. Tonight was like a fantasy, liberating, daring... and he knew the ending he wanted. The problem was, he wasn't at all sure of how to set about seducing a man. He wet his lips with sake and let his voice gently deepen into a sultrier version of his usual growl. "I wouldn't mind that eel dish." He laid the menu down and indicated with a tapping finger, hoping the casual reply provided a natural cover for his ignorance. "Ne, Saitou, do you like this place?" Saitou picked up his cup and surveyed his companion coolly over the rim. "Why do you ask?" The words were cool, but the man didn't seem to be angry, just curious. Sano casually flipped a long lock of hair behind his ear and leaned forward just a little, resting his chin on folded hands. "It's just that this inn seems to be created for men of your class and background, it seems to suit you a little." The quick, expressive lift of eyebrows and the keen glance that told Sano he had Saitou's full attention encouraged him to continue. Sano struggled to find an articulate manner in which to subtly hint his admiration without being too obvious. "The atmosphere is still set in the past and you have that sort of pride and honour of that era. A real honour, I mean, not ceremonial or handed down. It goes with you." "Sou ka." For some reason Sano couldn't fathom, Saitou's mouth was twitching faintly, and he could feel his ears start to burn under the man's amusement. It looked as though he'd stuffed up again. Damn, he wasn't any /good/ at this. It was perhaps fortunate that the young waitress returned at that moment to take their orders. He was vaguely aware of himself responding on his cue, and took a deep breath and collected his scattered wits. He couldn't give up so easily. When she had safely gone, he fortified himself with another cup of sake, stoking the warmth in his belly, adding to the heat in his blood. He lifted his gaze so that his large brown eyes met Saitou's amber. "You haven't answered my question," he suggested. Saitou hnn'ed briefly as he drew out a cigarette. "I find this inn convenient," was his enigmatic reply. The note of finality the comment finished on told Sano that no further explanation would be forthcoming. He mentally chafed. /Must/ the man be so maddeningly inscrutable? He persevered. He had consumed enough sake that he was starting to feel a comfortable lassitude, relaxed and confident enough to favour Saitou with a flirtatious smile. "And also kind of cosy." "The one goes with the other in this case." Sano felt his heart contract so hard it almost hurt. Naturally the expression on Saitou's face gave nothing away, leaving him to flounder in an ocean of possible meanings. The wild hope that the remark had meant to establish an intimacy on Saitou's part couldn't help but make his heart pound, but the composed delivery cautioned against false hope. "You find the cosiness convenient?" he asked, mouth dry. Rather than responding, Saitou set forward on a tangent of his own. "You seem very...vibrant...tonight." A faint, knowing smile tugged at his firm lips. "Does all this excite you, hyoko?" Sano's eyes flashed the spark this kindled in him. "This is a little tame to excite me," he drawled, ignoring the twinge in the back of his mind that warned him of the danger inherent in the provocative emphasis he had put the first word... an emphasis that encouraged his listener to speculate on alternatives. Saitou's dark smile deepened as he reached out and placed a warm, callused hand over Sano's own, covering both his hand and the cup Sano was holding. A strong thumb gently stroked a feather light caress over the webbing between forefinger and thumb, those hard amber eyes fixed and gleaming. Sano felt his whole body go liquid. "No more sake for you," he said softly. "I think you're in a dangerous enough mood as it is." "W...What the hell do you mean by that!?" Any further dialogue was cut off by the sound of clinking plates over soft footfalls. "Sorry to keep you waiting, okyaku-sama." The waitress bowed gracefully as she reached their table and began placing dishes in front of her patrons, sublimely unconscious of any tension around the table. Saitou was as urbanely in control of the situation as always, and Sano was too mortified to be able to do or say anything for the moment. He never got the chance to demand a retraction of that outrageous comment, for no sooner had the waitress left than a striking man of middle years materialised into the space she had left behind. His clothes were of an expensive cut, even for this place, and almost vied for favour with his handsome features and well shaped hair. He had the type of good looks that age accepted rather than diminished, and an inner air of confidence that suggested he was well aware of the fact. At the moment, his lips were curved into a hard smile as he gazed down upon Mibu's Wolf with barely disguised rancour. "What a surprise to see you here, Saitou-kun," he greeted silkily. "And with a guest, no less. It's been a while, hasn't it." Saitou *kun*!? Not Fujita-san, or even Saitou-san, but Saitou *kun*!? Sano boggled. The man sat himself down at their table, uninvited, with the kind of social confidence that suggested of his right to do so. Saitou did not award the man any due importance by deigning to look at him as he arranged a saucer of soy sauce by his plate, he merely replied dispassionately, "Certainly a fair while." Only the most insensitive would mistake the distinct animosity between the two. Saitou, of course, was too clever to overdo a display of contempt but his lack of regard was quite obvious - Sano could only surmise that the pair knew each other too well for Saitou to use the inoffensive act he had seen him use against his targets in the past. The man inclined his head in mock courtesy, inquiring with an innocent smile, "Aren't you going to introduce me to your friend?" The gaze he bestowed upon Sanosuke, in contrast, was as warm as the inviting smile that went with it. Sano could not be unsusceptible to the flattery of the attention, and since he was pretty sure it had partly been done to annoy Saitou, he couldn't resist the opportunity to get a small revenge against Saitou by responding to it. It also tickled his sense of humour to encourage the attentions of a man who would have been horrified if he knew the background of the man he was deigning to smile at. "My name is Sanosuke," he said, not bothering to wait for an introduction from Saitou he wasn't sure would come. "Nice to meet you." The man bestowed upon him the heart-stopping smile of a practiced flirt, and greeted the young man with dignified charm. "And I am Yoshinaga Yoshiki of ------ clan. It's a pleasure to meet you." Sano hadn't heard of the family name, but judging from the self-conscious importance with which it was said, he supposed it must have been a prominent one. He used the opportunity to indulge his curiosity. "I see you two know each other." Sano sneaked a glance at Saitou and was both pleased and a little nervous to detect Saitou's displeasure. The hell with it. He would bet Kenshin's sakabatou that Saitou wouldn't tell him what was going on, so he'd have to find out himself. Yoshinaga's polite smile held a curious triumph and his eyes wariness as he replied, "Oh yes. You could say I was his "senpai" in the Shinsengumi, though not in the same troupe." He threw a challenging glance Saitou's way as though daring him to contradict this statement, but Saitou gave him no reaction. Seemingly encouraged, Yoshinaga leaned in towards Sano and murmured, teasingly confident and aiming to flatter, "Which means, of course, that the things of beauty acquired by the shinsengumi rightfully go to us." Sano's eyes kindled. The amusement of baiting snobs was one thing, but he sure has hell had no intention of letting this Yoshinaga guy try to use him to annoy Saitou, and that smile was starting to seem a little too oily. "Is that so?" he inquired, all innocence. "As Saitou was a captain of the Shinsengumi, as his senpai you must have held a very high rank." The man didn't strike him as having the qualities of a leader, and Sano watched the polished smile on Yoshinaga's face become strained with some pleasure, gratified at having his judgement prove well founded. The man missed half a beat before evading the issue without giving the impression of doing so. "In the Shinsengumi age and experience are valued dearly and all the younger members must pay due deference to those who have the advantage in years, be it one or thirty. That is the way things were understood back then." Sano made what he hoped was a suitably impressed, but conventional response. The other man's smile was starting to become way too familiar, way too quickly. Time to start extricating himself out of this situation before it went too far. In bored tones Saitou cut in. "You'll excuse us, Yoshinaga. We were just about to have our dinner." "And what a lovely morsel you're tasting tonight." The smooth murmur was fairly throbbing with insinuation, his overbright eyes feasted on the young man with greed too strong to be concealed. The atmosphere dropped in temperature a few hundred degrees. Saitou's hand shifted slightly towards his left hip, a reflexive action that betrayed more of his sentiment than the faint flare of his nostrils and the narrowing of his eyes. "Do you have a reason for your presence here?" Each word fell into the silence with needle-fine contempt. The man raised his eyes from his contemplation of the gesture, and both eyes gleamed with the malicious enjoyment of understanding the message that had been delivered. "Ma, perhaps just to recapture old times." His words were innocent enough, yet the smile that he directed towards Saitou Hajime was laden with spite, his gaze watchful for a reaction to be gained. "Really? I wouldn't have thought you would enjoy such an exercise. The times you recapture might not be the ones you'd prefer to relive." The thin smile on Saitou's face showed not a whit of defeat or discomfort. Yoshinaga, however, obviously felt the sting of Saitou's barb more than Saitou had felt his. He wasn't totally successful at hiding his chagrin... or his fear at the look in the wolf's eye. Sano watched the warfare with fascination. He was dying to know the various events of the past that both were alluding to, yet he didn't think Saitou would tell him, and asking Yoshinaga would only get him a barrel of lies. It seemed that Yoshinaga did know when to cut his losses. He rose from the table with unhurried grace and bowed to them both, giving a show of civility he clearly didn't feel to one recipient at least. "Then it's time for me to return to my business." He turned to Sanosuke and added caressingly, "Please feel free to come and talk to me any time. I would enjoy your company very much." He turned and walked away, too sure of the response to even bother waiting for a reply. Really? Well, can't say I would enjoy yours, you pompous no-hoper. Sano stuck his tongue out at the man's retreating back, then glanced over at Saitou, who was dipping a strand of soba noodle into soy sauce, cold and austere as the remote Hokkaido mountains. He picked at his meal in a desultory fashion, more to keep up appearances than from any real hunger. His usual healthy appetite had now completely deserted him. Say something, he silently willed at the man before him. Saitou either couldn't hear his mental command or had decided to ignore him for the rest of the evening, because he continued to slurp his noodles in silence. Sano grit his teeth in frustration. He could have cheerfully stuck a sword in Yoshinaga's belly for having ruined the intimate atmosphere that had developed between them before his arrival. He also couldn't stand the tense silence. One way or another, he had to know what Saitou was thinking and if Saitou was pissed, then he preferred to confront it head on right from the first. "Are you going to say something?" he inquired baldly. Saitou put down his bowl of soba."What do you want me to say?" Sano winced at the iciness of his tone. Not a good start. "Oh, I don't know. Like, why do you two hate each other, besides the fact that he seems kind of like a jerk." "It has nothing to do with you." Saitou added to the chilling set down, "And you certainly didn't give the impression that you thought he was a jerk." Sano scowled. "I was just being polite.E "You were encouraging him", Saitou contradicted coldly. "Would you prefer his company this evening?" Sano felt his heart plunge into his feet. "Of course not. You can't think I liked someone as slimy as that, could you?" "Naturally I know what you were about, ahou. You were trying to annoy me." "Yes.", Sano admitted unrepentantly. "You annoyed me by being patronising just before." Saitou threw him an irritated glance. "Mattaku - you're still a child teasing an adult. Remember your limits." Sano felt his own ire build as he glared right back. "So sorry for being a child. You weren't exactly a model of maturity yourself. You were laughing at me before." Saitou was silent for a moment, then he suddenly sighed and his lips began to curve up into a half-smile. "I wasn't laughing at you. But an honest and straightforward child such as yourself is easy to read. And I enjoy watching you rise to each new occasion you find yourself in." Sanosuke felt his mouth drop open in astonishment as he stared at the man opposite, uncertain as to whether he had just been complimented or ridiculed. Then a tide of hot humiliation washed over him as it occurred to him that Saitou's words indicated that he'd known what he'd been trying to do. "...I... I j-just wanted..." Saitou reached out to catch his hand once again, and this time he cupped the fine hand in his own and tilted slightly to expose the palm. His callused forefinger traced a gentle circle inside it, and he watched closely as Sano fell into silence, bound by shivery feelings into mute, immovable stillness in which the only things existed in the universe were the delicate sensations on his palm and the amber eyes that caught his own. "...To test out the power you've discovered you hold?" There was little tone in Saitou's voice; he could have been commenting on the weather. Sano stared. "What do you mean?" Saitou let his eyes run over the young man opposite him, slow and deliberate. "When you walked in, you discovered the charm that you possess to captivate, with that face and body. The clothes you're wearing made you aware of it, the admiration you received from the other guests. I expect it was an exotic feeling for you, it's not surprising that you wanted to explore the situation." Sanosuke struggled to hide how crestfallen he felt. So Saitou thought he had just become drunk on his new finery and was simply flirting with the first available recipient around. It was true that he hadn't thought to dare try to get closer to Saitou before he came down, but that didn't mean he hadn't wanted... something... before. "You think I was trying to copy my betters?" he asked dully. "Were you?" "No! Who needs to? I can be just as good as everyone else here, even if I wasn't born into a aristrocratic name, dammit." "I agree." Sano blinked at the uncompromising statement. It gave him a rush of fierce pleasure to hear further proof that Saitou valued a person for their own qualities rather than birth social status. "Saitou." One of Saitou's eyebrows rose and he indicated for Sano to proceed. He was still trailing a finger over Sano's sensitive palm, which made it a bit hard to concentrate. "I just wanted to be, well, classy. So you think it's useless for me to even try, do you?" "Not at all. Done on your own terms, it would suit you very well." "What do you mean by 'done on my own terms'?" "I mean, done by your own conceptions of class, not what you think others will expect. In any case, you should try to be more natural. Games don't suit an innocent idiot like you." Sano tried to snatch his hand away, piqued. "I'm not innocent, and I'm not an idiot!" An eyebrow quirked maddeningly as his captor kept a firm grasp on his hand. "Sou?" "That's right!" "Then why were you trying to be classy and flirt?" Sano felt himself start to blush again, and was infuriated by the ease in which Saitou could produce this reaction. "I wasn't trying to flirt with just anyone or anything like that... I just wanted to..." he could feel his face getting warmer and warmer as he spoke, but he continued on regardless, "I just wanted to be a proper dinner companion for you and get to know you better. Seeing as we're alone together and not training or fighting or anything." He finished awkwardly and sat there breathing quickly, awaiting the reaction, either favourable or mortifying, with screaming nerves. The hands, making a prisoner of his own, stilled. "You want to get to know me better?" Sano flipped his head negligently. "Well, I already know that you're a bastard and everything, but I guess there has to be more to you than that. Or is the great Mibu's Wolf above being gotten to know?" He heard Saitou chuckle to himself and the murmur, "Ah yes, much more natural." Sano grit his teeth and said low under his breath, "If you don't like it, then I'll just leave." "What, and cut out on our date?" Sano looked up at Saitou, dumbfounded. Did he just hear what he thought he heard? "Our... date?" "You did specifically point out the fact that we are alone together, and not training or fighting. In fact, we are sitting in a quality inn, having a well-cooked meal and fairly intimate conversation. I do believe it could be called a 'date'." Sano could only sit there in wide-eyed astonishment for a long moment. Saitou...*Saitou* saying those words? Was he dreaming? But, the dream made him smile. At first, a little shaky with his relief, but it soon radiated with increasing confidence - a smile to take one's breath away. "It's kind of romantic, don't you think?" Saitou's next "Hn" was one of quiet amusement as he stood up from the table. "Come on then. We'll continue our date in our room." More to come! Promise!