For What You Dream Of By Kyle Emmerson Ranma 1/2 and all of its characters and situations are the creation and property of Rumiko Takahashi. I use these characters and situations without permission. Part Six: For the Ones We've Lost **** Sunday morning at the Saotome home brought an unwelcome visitor to Ranma's bedroom window. The small songbird sang happily in the upper branches of a spruce outside of the home. While the bird would have had a willing audience had it chosen the tree on the opposite side of the house, this audience was anything but willing. In fact, it was downright nasty. The pillow struck the bird square in the face during his morning serenade. While it was slightly stunned, injured it wasn't. However, the bird flew off in a hurry nonetheless. Ranma let his groggy face appear before the window for a moment before letting it fall back to his bed. He was tired. That much he was sure of. Something he wasn't sure of, however, was the time. "Hey, Saotome!" another voice called through his window. Ranma opened one eye, assuming the songbird had returned. He stalked over to the window to get his bearings on the creature. There. Down by the front entrance. She was wearing a baseball cap with shoulder length brown hair, and looked remarkably like Akane's sister. Time to wind up the pitch. "Saotome, if you throw that, you can consider your forgotten IOU's, remembered." Ranma stopped in mid throw and narrowed his eyes. Oh. Right. Nabiki. "I'll be right down," he yawned. He got dressed quickly, donning his usual wardrobe. The same old red Chinese style shirt with the wooden ties, and the black elastic pants. Why mess with perfection? He made his way out the door and looked across the hallway. Akane's door was closed, which meant she was probably still sleeping. He couldn't blame her. He lightly held the carved wooden duck with her name on it for a moment. He knew Kasumi had one, and he was pretty sure Nabiki did too, although he hadn't seen it very often. She didn't like to keep it on her door. Probably something someone made for them. It obviously meant a lot to Akane, the way she obsessed about going up to get it when they moved the furniture. Ranma turned towards the stairs and made his way down. His parents weren't up yet either. Oh well, Akane would tell them where he was. That would be fine. He slipped his shoes on and left the house, making his way to the gate where Nabiki was. "Took you long enough, Saotome," Nabiki said. "If I weren't so understanding, I'd be inclined to think that you were intentionally trying to stall me." Ranma yawned and shook his head. He was too tired to make a snappy comeback. Instead, he just asked, "Where to?" Nabiki looked at her watch. "Well, first we've got to head to the train station. If we hurry we can make the 7:45 to Shinjuku. Our destination is on the way." "7:45? What time is it now?" "7:34." Ranma put his hand to his forehead. "Jeez, Nabiki. You couldn't wake me up any EARLIER?" "No, I slept in a bit." Ranma just shook his head and sighed. "I don't have enough for a token, Nabiki." "Saotome, you wound me. Are you insinuating that I won't take care of you while you're in my employ? Just do as I say and there won't be any problem." Ranma raised one eyebrow. "Who are you and what have you done with Nabiki?" Nabiki's reply was to pull something out of her backpack. It was small, black and distinctly resembled a-- Ranma's eyes widened as Nabiki pulled the gun on him. "Sorry about this, Saotome. Needs to be done." Ranma had no time to react. He was far too dumfounded. He didn't doubt that Nabiki could get a gun through one of her countless contacts, but to pull it on him? Ranma closed his eyes in expectance of the lead bullet as Nabiki pulled the trigger. Had he been any more awake, he most likely would have realized that this was Nabiki Tendo, the same Nabiki Tendo he'd lived with for nearly a year. But then, he was still tired enough that he assumed he was dreaming. He felt a cold wetness spray his face and heard a soft chuckle from Nabiki as the change washed over his body. Ranma opened her eyes. "Hey!" she exclaimed. "What was THAT for?" Nabiki smiled. "You'll see." Much of the short walk to the train station was accompanied by Ranma's incessant groaning, and Nabiki's occasional glare. Other than that, it was mainly uneventful. Until they had gotten there. "Ahoy, Nabiki!" the man behind the Plexiglas booth smiled. Nabiki waved at the him enthusiastically. "Shinichi, how are things?" Ranma eyed the man innocently from her viewpoint on the opposite side of the Plexiglas booth. He was slightly older than Nabiki. He guessed he was around Kasumi's age, but to be working in a ticket booth? From his past experiences at the train stations, they were usually occupied by older folks. Usually people in their late thirties. The man smiled back at Nabiki. "Great, great. Yumi's doing fine. She got a part time job up at the temple, so she's paying for her own way through school." "Oh yeah?" Nabiki asked. "You guys set a date yet?" Shinichi nodded. "Just before the start of the new school year. March Twenty-Eighth." "Ooh, so not to far off, eh?" Nabiki winked. "Make sure I get an invite." Shinichi nodded. "Sure thing. Yumi would love to see you there." "Anyway, Shinichi," Nabiki said. "My friend and I have pressing business we've got to attend to. Could we get two?" The man smiled and pulled two train tickets from a machine at his side. "Here ya go, Nabiki." Nabiki took the tickets and handed one to Ranma. "Thanks, Shinichi. See you next time!" Shinichi smiled and waved as the two of them passed on by. Ranma examined his ticket for a moment. "Uh, Nabiki?" "I know what you're going to ask, Saotome. But don't worry. Shinichi owes me more than you could imagine." Ranma whispered to himself, "Then how come he acts like you're one of his best friends?" Surprisingly, Nabiki heard him. "It's not acting, Ranma. I met him last year at a... social function for his college. If it wasn't for me, he'd never have gotten the guts to ask Yumi out." "Yumi?" "His fiancee. I noticed him looking at her, and he seemed so much the loner, so I had to do something. Luck turned out on my side in the end, because he worked here part time, and I got free tickets in return." "Wait," Ranma began. "You helped him out BEFORE you knew he worked here?" Nabiki paused and looked toward Ranma. "Why, yes, Saotome. If you've ever really tried to understand me, you'd realize that I'm not ALWAYS the money-grubber you think I am." Ranma, wisely, decided to remain silent. The two of them entered their tickets into the machine, and pushed the turnstiles to allow them through. They quickly moved toward the train before the doors closed. It was unfortunately standing room only, but they managed. And three stops later, they got off. **** "It went well last night, from the looks of things," Genma said, shaving his face in the adjoining bathroom of the master bedroom. "That was a good idea, dear." Nodoka, who sat on the edge of the bed, nodded. "Yes, but it still could have gone better," she looked up and focused on a point in the ceiling. "Much better." "I don't see how," Genma noted. "We were watching the whole time." Nodoka smirked. "Yes, that didn't even go as planned," she looked up at her husband. "Oh, Genma... My son is so manly! Why does he not show his manliness to Akane?" Genma flinched just enough to nick his face. With a quick curse, he covered it up with a piece of tissue paper. "I... err... Well, perhaps Ranma isn't ready for that yet." He winced just after saying that. He'd spent the past several months hiding himself and Ranma from his wife just because he was afraid she'd think him unmanly. Now that it was no longer in question, he has to say something to lay doubt upon his manliness? "Did you not show him the merits of manliness, dear?" Nodoka asked, looking up into her husbands eyes. "I'm sure many opportunities had shown themselves during your training." Genma blinked. Exactly what was she-- "I mean," she continued. "There should have been many brothels in China. Even during your time in Japan there should have been opportunities." Genma blanched. Something he had never expected his wife to ask of him was to bring his son to a brothel. "Err," he began. "Well, Nodoka, dear... I.... errr...... The opportunity never came about. We were too focused on our training." "Still, he has been here in Nerima for less than a year, and already has several suitors. I understand his decision not to lead them on, as that would have been unmanly... But during the past ten years, can't he have earned.... experience? His shyness isn't very manly, however... Oh Genma, I just don't know..." Genma moved back into the bedroom. "Nodoka, dear," he began, placing a hand on her shoulder. "Our son is very manly. But he is very tender in the ways of love. I wish I could have taught him otherwise, but the opportunity never came up." Genma , of course, was lying through his teeth. The opportunity had come several times over the years. But whenever Genma was in a brothel, he always had Ranma run an errand, or something else-- as long as he was nowhere near the brothel. "I'm sure you did all you could, Genma. Even sacrificing your own form for the curse to challenge his manliness was an act of greatness." Genma blinked in surprise. "Err... Yes... Of course! It was all a test of manliness!" "Still," she continued. "I've yet to understand why you hid for me for so long..." Genma had already tiptoed back to the bathroom. **** "All right," Ranma said after coming out from the station. "Where to?" Nabiki pointed in a straight line down the block. "Four streets up, one over." Ranma looked. "We expecting any trouble?" Nabiki shrugged. "Who can say? Besides, with you around, I'm not worried." During the walk down the street, Ranma's thoughts wandered. He knew Akane wouldn't approve of what he was doing for her, but it's not like he was exacting his revenge directly from the gang. He was just gathering some information. With Nabiki. Yeah, that's it. Definitely. It didn't take long for them to reach the place. It was still quite early, and Ranma wasn't sure if the person they were looking for would still be awake. Cautiously, Nabiki made her way to the front door, and rang the doorbell. There were a few subtle thumps from inside the house, and finally a tired looking girl answered the door. She seemed to be around Ranma's age. "Yes?" she asked, yawning. "Madoka Ayukawa?" Nabiki asked. The girl nodded. "Yeah?" "My colleague and I were wondering if we could ask you a few questions." Madoka looked at the two of them appraisingly for a moment. "About what?" Nabiki sighed. "It would be better if we could talk inside," she said. Again, Madoka looked at the two of them. Finally, she opened the door a bit wider, and led the two of them to the living room. A soft couch awaited them as they sat. Ranma looked around the room. Quite impressive, a large piano stood next to the far wall, and several bits of furniture lay around the house. "Tea?" Madoka asked. Nabiki shook her head. "We've come here regarding a rather... personal matter. About six days ago, my sister was attacked and nearly killed by a street gang." Madoka looked up. "A street gang?" Nabiki nodded. "More importantly, a girl gang." Madoka waved her hands in front of her face. "I don't deal with gangs. I haven't for some time now." "I'm actually already aware of that," Nabiki said. "As I'm aware that you are acquainted with a woman by the name of Oryuu?" Madoka's eyes sprung open for a moment. She leaned closer. "What's this about?" "We have no qualm with you," Nabiki said. "But apparently the leader of the gang that hurt my sister was... Oryuu." Madoka shook her head. "Oryuu only would have hurt her if she deserved it." Ranma stood up. "What? Are you saying--" "Ranma! Sit!" Nabiki snapped. Grudgingly, Ranma retook her seat. "This gang has been terrorizing students in our ward for quite a few weeks now," Nabiki continued. "Most of it unprovoked. Theft, muggings, all of that sort of thing. Tell me, what could my sister have done to provoke one of the gang members pulling a gun on her?" Madoka levelled her gaze. "Guns are illegal. Oryuu knows that, she doesn't even consider using guns." "Nonetheless, one was pulled on my sister." Madoka shook her head and stood up. "Listen, Oryuu makes her own rules. I'm not going to tell you any more than that. Now if you'll excuse me, I've got to practice." She walked over to the piano and took a seat. As the notes started to fill the room, Nabiki sighed. "Well, I'm sorry to see that this was a wasted trip. Come, Ranma." Ranma and Nabiki stood up and began to walk out the door. Madoka just continued to play, not passing them a second glance. Before Ranma left the house, she looked over to Madoka. "Listen," she began. "Akane... I mean, the girl who was hurt... She means a lot to me. It killed me when she was hurt, but... Look, just think about it if it was someone you care about that was hurt." Ranma then turned and walked out the door. Madoka slowed her fingers to a crawl. The song she was playing suffered the most when she looked towards the closed door. Quickly, she got up and ran towards the door, swinging it open. "Wait," she said. Ranma and Nabiki turned around. "I... I understand what you're saying. It's just... Oryuu has gotten me out of a lot of sticky situations. If I were to tell you anything, it would feel like I was betraying her." Ranma looked up towards her. "If you're her friend," she said. "You'd do something about this." Nabiki walked back up the steps. "Madoka, you seem like a respectable person. I'd rather not part under less-than-friendly circumstances. But if it means stopping the girls who did this, then I'd have to risk it." Madoka sighed. "I'll... I'll see what I can do." Nabiki pulled out a small card from her pocket. "You can reach me or Ranma at these numbers. The addresses are on the back. If you can talk to us, about ANYTHING, just pick up the phone." Madoka took the card and looked at the two of them. "All right," she said, and went back inside of her house. And with that, Nabiki and Ranma left. "I knew you would get through to her," Nabiki smirked. Ranma blinked. "Huh?" "Call it a hunch, but I knew it. You just seemed to click with her." "Hey, what's that--" "Not in that way, Saotome. A little touchy on that subject, are we? I meant the wavelengths." "Is that why you gave her both our numbers?" "Another hunch. I figured she might like talking to you better." Ranma just shook her head. "So you think she'll call?" "Actually, I think she'll do us one better," Nabiki replied, a sly smile on her face. "But let me know." Ranma just looked back at her, slightly confused. **** The morning dew did nothing to lubricate each well-placed step. But then, for Konatsu Kenzan, it wouldn't have mattered if it was pure petrol. He might as well have been walking on solid ice, or rough desert ground. Quickly and silently he made his way to the outer wall, and then to a fair sized spruce resting outside of one of the bedroom windows. He peered in. Empty. From the looks of things, it was Ranma's room. But he wasn't there. Then again, he could be downstairs. Or even out. Konatsu shuddered to think what would happen if he weren't there. He swung down to the front door with surgical precision. He rang the doorbell, hoping anyone who he had unintentionally woken up would forgive him. Either way, he had no choice. There were a few moments of silence. His trained ears could sense small auditory signals. The swing of a door. Another door. Two sets of footsteps walking down the stairs. The footsteps were much too light to be Ranma, but he could be in girl form. A moment later, the door swung open. "Yes?" the woman asked. Konatsu didn't recognize her at all. Most likely Ranma's mother. Yes. He could see subtle similarities in her face and Ranma's. He was about to speak when a second voice spoke up from behind her. "Konatsu?" Akane asked, rubbing the sleep out of her eyes. Konatsu had no time to waste. "Ranma? Is Sir Ranma here?" Akane blinked. "Ranma?" She could sense the urgency in his voice. "Konatsu, what's wrong?" Konatsu shook his head. "No time to explain. Ranma, Mistress Ukyou needs Sir Ranma!" Akane quickly turned towards Nodoka. "Auntie, could you get Ranma?" Nodoka sensed the urgency as well, and hustled toward the stairs. "Konatsu, what's wrong with Ukyou?" "Mistress Shampoo and Sir Mousse are there now, trying to help. She needs Sir Ranma, though!" "Shampoo and Mousse?" Konatsu nodded. "Since the wedding, Mistress Shampoo and Mistress Ukyou have been good friends." "Akane," Nodoka called from upstairs. "Ranma's not in his room!" Akane raised a confused eyebrow. Could he have left with Nabiki already? This early? Damn! "Mistress Akane?" "Konatsu, Ranma's not here. He had to do something with my sister this morning." The expression on Konatsu's face turned maniacal. "What? Where? Where did he go?" Akane shook her head. "I don't know. Maybe he's at my house." Konatsu shook his head. "No, I stopped there first. Sir Tendo told me to come here." Akane paused in thought. "Okay," she said. "Ranma's not here, she'll have to settle for my help." Konatsu looked surprised for a moment. "Mistress Akane, I'm not so sure--" "Look, you say Ukyou's in trouble, right?" Konatsu nodded. "She's been crying since this morning. She won't tell me anything." "Well, Ranma's not here. I'll have to go." "But--" "Look, Konatsu. I appreciate your concern, but what else are we going to do?" Konatsu sighed. "Let me get dressed, I'll be right down." With that, Akane made her way up the stairs. **** Madoka absently tapped the small card sitting on the time of the piano. In fact, she was tapping the card more than she was playing the piano. Which wasn't what she should have been doing. But still, there was something in that woman's voice. There was something... Madoka thought hard for a few moments. What if... what if it had been Hikaru that had been hurt like that? Or even one of Kyousuke's sisters? She didn't know the extent of the injuries the girl had received, other than what she was told. Close to death and... She shuddered. A gun. She picked up the card and walked over to the phone. They lived in Nerima, so they wouldn't be home yet. But someone else would be. She lifted the receiver to her ear and began to dial. After a few rings, a voice answered on the other end. "Hello, Oryuu?" **** Ranma and Nabiki, unfortunately, had to pay their way back to Nerima. Still, it was half price, do to Nabiki's shrewd bargaining skills. Still, how she had bargained a machine down to half price, Ranma could only guess at. When asked, she merely shrugged and said 'primitive machinery.' It was then that Ranma realized he didn't WANT to know. As the train came to a stop, Ranma's first destination was to the public washroom to get some hot water. "I'll be going home now, Saotome. I suggest you do the same, in case Ayukawa calls," Nabiki said, waving. Ranma nodded and made his leave into the washroom. The hot water was easily found, and Ranma soon made his way out of the washroom, and the train station altogether. **** The trip there was nearly nonexistent. Konatsu had taken Akane up in his arms and jumped, skipped and ran all the way to Ucchans. And then they were there. "Akane?" a voice asked. "What are you doing here?" Akane looked over to the source to see Mousse sitting outside of the restaurant. "Mousse," Akane greeted. "Do you know what's wrong?" He shook his head. "I decided to wait out here. It's better to let the girls talk amongst themselves. All I can discern is that she's incredibly upset about a phone call she got this morning." Akane nodded. "Where's Ranma?" he asked Konatsu. "Sir Ranma wasn't there. Mistress Akane insisted on coming." Akane nodded. "Ranma is helping Nabiki out with something." "What? He's cavorting off with your sister while Ukyou is in pain? What a self--" "That's something you shouldn't finish, Mousse. He left before he even knew about Ukyou. I told him mother to send him right over as soon as he gets back, though." Mousse clenched his fist. "Still, he's off with your sister!" "On a business trip. You know Nabiki, she probably wanted him along because it would help her get more money, or something." Mousse unclenched his fist slightly. It was obvious he was trying to gripe about something. As Akane moved towards the doorway, Mousse immediately picked up on her intentions. "What are you doing?" he asked, getting between her and the entrance. Akane sighed. "Mousse, I've helped Ukyou out before. I--" "Yes, but don't you remember the wedding? I'm not sure EITHER of them want to see you right now." Akane looked towards Mousse. "Mousse, Ukyou is in pain. I don't know why, but I'm not going to be intimidated from helping her just because Shampoo doesn't want to see me." Mousse looked at her for a moment, and then relented. He moved out of her way and let her pass. Akane could hear a silently uttered 'good luck' as she entered the restaurant. As she entered, the entire atmosphere changed. It was dry and musky. Ukyou was huddled up against one of her tables, her spatula appeared as though it had been flung across the room, and imbedded into her grill. A metal grill. Shampoo looked up from patting Ukyou's back and let her expression change. "What you doing here?" she asked, her face cold and devoid of any emotion. Ukyou looked up as well. If she was upset at Akane's presence, it didn't show. He face was soaked with tears. Akane stepped forward with a concerned look on her face. "Ukyou?" she asked. "Are you all right?" Ukyou wiped her face and sniffled. Without answering, she merely stood up and walked back towards her grill. "Ukyou?" Akane asked. "She no want to see you right now, Akane," Shampoo told her. "You go now. She want see Ranma." Akane shot a dirty look towards Shampoo. "I'm her friend too, you know. Besides, Ranma isn't at home." Shampoo gave a dirty look in reply. "You lie. You no let Konatsu tell Ranma." Akane furrowed her brow. "I'm not here to fight, Shampoo." "If you no leave, you get one." "I don't--" "SHUT UP!" Ukyou screeched. "The both of you. If you're going to fight, do it somewhere else!" Akane dropped her scowl immediately, while Shampoo let it linger for a moment, and then the both of them looked over at Ukyou. "Ukyou?" Akane moved towards the sobbing girl. "What's the matter?" Ukyou tugged at her spatula a few times before letting out a scoff. "It's stuck," she said. From the looks of the rest of the place, Akane assumed it wasn't the only wound the restaurant had suffered at the hands of the battle spatula. Akane made her way over to Ukyou slowly. "Please," she pleaded. "Tell me what happened." Ukyou kept her gaze lowered to her grill. She made no effort to reply, verbally or non-verbally. She moved closer, finding her way around the grill. She felt out of place, like she was somewhere she didn't belong. She could scarcely make out the light breathing from behind her. Finally, she placed her hands on Ukyou's back and shoulder. "Ukyou?" she asked. "I'm your friend. You can talk to me." Finally, she got a reaction from Ukyou. She shook Akane off of her and moved back. "No!" she screamed. "NO!" "Ukyou, please--" "NO!" she screamed again. "It's because he liked you better! It's because of the wedding! It threw him over the edge!" Akane was beginning to become confused. "Over the edge?" she asked. "Ukyou, what--" "How would YOU understand?" Ukyou cried. "How would YOU know how it feels?!" "Ukyou, I don't--" "He's dead," she said, calming her intense screams to a gentle sob. "Oh my God he's dead." Akane sucked in her breath. "He's.. dead? Ukyou... Who?" Shampoo moved closer to Akane. "Is better to let her cry, Akane." Akane looked over to Shampoo. Her entire demeanor had changed. "What's wrong with her?" "In village, warriors who lose someone go to greens to mourn for three days. Is no greens in Japan. Is no escape from death." Akane looked back at Ukyou. She moved closer. "Ukyou... who--" Ukyou looked at Akane and erased all evidence of emotion from it. For a period of three seconds. She managed to quietly whimper one word before falling to the floor. "Daddy." **** "Hey, mom!" Ranma called. "I'm home!" "Ranma?" a voice called from the kitchen. Nodoka came out with a concerned look on her face. "Akane's left. There's something the matter with young Ukyou." Ranma blinked. "What?" "Her... friend came by not too long ago. They both left for her restaurant, I don't know what's wrong, but--" "Thanks, mom!" Ranma cried, and started to sprint towards the one and only, Ucchan's Okonomiyaki. Nodoka was left standing at the door, and continued what she was about to say... "But Akane didn't want you coming along... Ranma!" Nodoka quickly took chase. **** The past was a place of joys and pains for Ukyou Kuonji. This time, it was nostalgia. Pure and simple memories. Ukyou's father was at heart a kind man. It was he who encouraged Ukyou to do what she wanted to in life. The smile on his face when she told him she wanted to continue the family tradition, and develop a martial arts style based around the cooking of okonomiyaki. Well, actually, at first, he said it was rather obsessive, but then once he saw the skill she's shown him. The skill in which she'd battled against the raging waves of the ocean, and the unrelenting promise she'd made to get her revenge... For him. All for him. Ukyou Kuonji had made a promise for revenge, not for herself or her own honour, but... for him. For her father. For HIS honour, HIS livelihood. Years ago, her father had made a deal with a wandering soul. A man named Genma Saotome, to simply arrange a marriage between their children. A marriage between young Ukyou Kuonji, and young Ranma Saotome. But when they had been betrayed, Ukyou's father went into a wide state of depression. It was left to Ukyou to cheer him up. To exact revenge for the stolen yatai, and her fathers lost honour. So when she got a lead from her friend, who had been in Nerima for quite some time, about a young man who had created quite a local impact, she saw the time of her revenge nearing. And so it had come about, that the first piece of revenge had been taken out, on Genma Saotome. The very man who had betrayed her ten years earlier. The very man who had sent her father into a state of depression, for years. But when the last stage of her revenge was to come into being, something unexpected had happened. He had called her cute. Her, Ukyou, who had dressed up as a boy for the past ten years. Who had endured ridicule and ignorance for none other than her father, in order to carry out her revenge, and maintain her hatred for the Saotome name. He called her cute. Revenge was the last thing on her mind at the time. There was no way she could go through with it. On the other hand, there was something else she could go through with. Love. Marriage. Peace. Ukyou found herself dressing as a female more often. Her okonomiyaki outfit did nothing to hide her true sex. While she still wore the boys uniform to school, as she had enrolled as a boy, outside, there was no reason to hide her sex. Especially to Ranma. So, to her, the former agreement went into play. She would marry Ranma and fulfill her fathers wish. But now, things were different. The one source of motivation for her had passed on. Died, and would never come back. And now, as much as she had wanted to blame him. To blame Ranma for all her troubles-- she couldn't. As much as she wanted to hate Akane and Shampoo for getting in the way of her honour... She didn't. "Ukyou," Akane placed her hand tenderly on Ukyou's shoulder. Ukyou's sobbing had come to a lull as her memory went back, seeking more of the kinder, gentler remembrances of her father. "I got the call this morning," she said, trying to keep her emotions in check. "It happened last night. In his sleep... They said it was his heart... and I think they're right." "Ukyou," Shampoo said. "Even with warriors, is okay to cry." Ukyou closed her eyes as she felt the build up of tears coming back up through her sinuses and out of her tear duct. "I was too late," she said, shaking her head. "Too late." Akane looked down at Ukyou, sitting at her table with her elbows propped up, and her hands at her forehead. "Ukyou, I know how it feels to lose someone close to you. Believe me, it's better to cry." "I don't WANT to cry," Ukyou said, gritting her teeth together. Shampoo quickly pulled Akane away from Ukyou. "Is better leave her alone, Akane. She cry when she ready." Akane blinked at Shampoo, and then looked down at Ukyou. "Well, what should we do, then?" Shampoo closed her eyes. "Shampoo lose her mother and father. When warrior in village lose family, they spend three days in Greens. Is no greens in Japan, no place to be alone. But she need be alone, Akane." "Are you sure that's a good idea?" Shampoo sighed. "Ukyou strong warrior. She be okay. She need time." The both of them looks down at Ukyou, who was once again sobbing uncontrollably. Akane thought about what Shampoo was saying, and then sighed. "Shampoo... you were born and raised in China," she said. "In a tribe in the middle of nowhere, where ideals are different, and the way you were raised. Things work much differently here in Japan. I couldn't have made it through the death of my mother without my sisters or my friends." She pulled her arm out of Shampoo's grip. "I'm staying with her." Shampoo narrowed her eyes for a moment, and then thought about it. It was true, she realized. Japan was different from China. People here worked in business, relied on technology and were an entirely social race. Her home, however, was entirely different. Technology meant nothing in her village. The only place in the village that had electricity was the healer, and only then used with a gasoline powered generator. Technology meant nothing there. As well as social activities. The only social activities in her village were the annual tournaments. The way they cared only for their own, and shunned outsiders, unless they were able to defeat them in combat. But here, people were encouraged to find and keep friends. Social parties and holidays like Christmas, or New Years. Yes... For once, Shampoo could see Akane's point. She grabbed Akane's shoulder, getting her attention and nodded. A moment later, she sat down at the table with Ukyou and placed her hand gingerly on Ukyou's arm. Akane did quite the same, and sighed. "Ukyou... We'll be here for you..." "Akane right. Shampoo be here for..." she swallowed before saying the last word. "...friend." **** Authors Note: When you lose someone close to you, it creates an entire world of hurt, but it also creates a new beginning, for the few who are able to deal with it. When I was thirteen years old, I lost my best friend in a car accident. His name was Brian, and I had been friends with him since we were in kindergarten. The pain lasted for a long time, and I don't even know if I ever truly got over it, but to this day, I look back on our time together, and I remember the happy times. I would like to dedicate this chapter to Brian. My friend through good times and bad, and to any family or friends that any of my readers may have lost. For the One's We've Lost... Good day, friends. June 6, 2000.